So it's Sunday and I try to write how I'm feeling and about my life, but there's actually NOTHING to complain about for once. Not that my life is any better nor worse than usual but maybe because whining doesn't get you anywhere. I'm very aware of this but I feel that this is the only place that I can relax and say what I want without being judged or getting into trouble.
Well maybe there is one thing, but that's really nothing I can change, but I wish I had so much more hope in myself. When anyone asks if there's anyone I 'fancy/love' and I just say 'no' as maybe I'm afraid that if I do, I'm only going to build my hopes up for nothing. I don't have the courage to just have some self belief in myself which tbh I think is rather sad. And nor am I'm willing to ever make a change or take a risk, I moan that things always stay the same but I can never take the risk for them to change, but I'll get there in the end, eh? x
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