I hate the way that I can never adjust to you being here, the way you just happily fit into my family and just go with the flow. I hate the way I feel so comfortable, too comfortable, with you and I know what I want to say but suddenly I just can't say it any more. I hate this feeling of regret, you're like my best friend but yet, I can't say how much you mean to me. I hate the way that sometimes I want to murder you as you wind me up so much and then all of sudden you smile and I think that it's just me over reacting and then we go back to square one. I hate the way that I think the same as you but you have the confidence to say it and I wouldn't dream of it. I hate the way I know exactly where I stand with you, and I love it like that and wouldn't change it all.
I hate the way that once I've adjusted to you being here, that you're gone and I really miss you. I hate the way that it just goes back to the way it was before, when I don't talk to you for weeks and then all of sudden you're coming down to stay for a week and during that time before you come to stay, nothing over average happens and it's just back to average life. x
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