Hello, This Is The New Katherine Russell;..

First of all; Merry Christmas, Happy New Year and all that shiz. So even though it's not the end of 2011, I already know what things I what to be included in my new resolution. 2011 has been a big year for me, I've achieved a lot of things that I didn't even know I could do and found myself a little more. I'm not that bitchy little girl I was when I left college but now a woman who knows what she wants from life (well more than I did before.) Instead of complaining and getting upset, if someone hurts me I'm just gonna walk away and forget about it. Why should you deserve to be in my life when all do is cause me pain? You can jog on. Also I've decided to stop stirring and to judge people for myself. I don't need people as much I thought I did, I'm quite happy to be by myself, I don't mind being other people's shoulders to cry on but I don't wanna be the cryer anymore. I realise I'm a very lucky girl and blessed with such incredible people and opportunities around me. 2012 is gonna be my diving year, when I jump into anything I wanna do because I can. x

Tipsy Just After Twelve;..

I've never wanted to be on of those girls that stand out. I just wanted to be the that girl with the quiet life who gets on with her job, has her perfect friends who are just like her, that perfect relationship and just the general perfect life. Yet, I fail at all of those. I've never wanted to be different, special or unique, just wanted to keep my head down. I know they say it's boring but easy, I'm sick of this adventure now and tbh, I just wanted the easy side of life dealt to me on a plate. I'm slowly disbelieving in Cinderella and more of the life of the ugly step sisters. So if you're decent and fed up too, give me a call. x

Bra-zarreThoughst;..

So I saw this quote which said 'Friends are like bras..' and it made me start to think how true it is. Putting on a bra is just part of my daily routine but so is texting/BBMing my friends and expressing my feelings, bras are for support and same with my friends. But then I started to think about it more, you have the bras which just sit in the back of your draw and you only use when you are desperate, the bras which only come out for special occasions and that are only used for one thing and then put back until next time. Finally that favourite old bra of yours, and no, it's not as pretty as the others but it's the most comfortable out of them all. That one that you know fits you perfectly and you know that if you could have 100 of those you would, but you'll never find one like that easily. It takes hard work and a lot of looking to find one very similar and that can even compare. x

AliceInWonderland;..

Second chances are like miracles undercover. They're situations that happened the first time but got fucked up, not because they should have but because one little tiny thing happened. Second chances are to do the same thing but this time, not to mess up the same as before. Second chances are usually last chances. Last the feeling of escaping is such a strange thing, to try and to want to get out of what's happening now or where you are now. You want that for so long, and now everything is back to how it is, it makes me wonder why I wanted to get rid out of it in the first place. Yes, it was my jump into the unknown to begin with, but then it become my daily routine. I'm not saying that new things or change are bad, but too much new happened and made me relise how much I missed the old. x

BecauseI'mADayDreamer;..

All I know is that you're so nice,
You're the nicest thing I've seen.
I wish that we could give it a go,
See if we could be something.

I wish I was your favourite girl,
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world.
I wish my smile was your favourite smile,
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style.

I wish you couldn't figure me out,
But you'd always wanna know what I was about.
I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset,
I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met.

I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly,
'Cause it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see.
Basically, I wish that you loved me,
I wish that you needed me,
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.

I wish that without me your heart would break,
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake.
I wish that without me you couldn't eat,
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

All I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen,
I wish that we could see if we could be something.


- Nicest Thing - Kate Nash.


Just one of those times when the lyrics matched exactly how I felt :'). x 

WOW!;..

I've had the strangest week in a long time. Do you ever have those times when you're thinking 'why me?'. Just everything has gone from shit to I can't even think of the word to describe how amazing. It started by one of my best friends randomly apologising, that alone made my week. The fact that he was my rock and when that was taken away it was heart breaking, although made me a stronger person. I hope he reads this as he knows who he is, and I can't even start to explain how much you mean to me and even though you don't think it. You're amazing and one in a million! Then I got a new job, and I actually can't wait. I'm so pleased! But most of all, I've had the most amazing weekend in a long long time. I love my best friend so much, I don't know what I'd do without and she surely knows how to have a good one. But what's on the back of my mind is how long this is all gonna last. I believe in karma so much, so I've obviously done something good, but what? X

CUNextTuesday;..

It's time to change: my laid-back attitude, my too-nice approach and putting people too far in front of myself. Not to be a bitch but have more respect and believe in myself. I can do it, I know I can, tbh better then some people but yet I still accept the crap. It's time to be proud of who I am and not back down, and to tell people to jog on and not too get upset if I'm not who they like. I'm not here to please you anymore. x