GoldenOldie;..

It's strange... A month a go I was sat in a park with my best friends having the time of my life. But since that night, things haven't been the same. I've lost some of my best friends. Some of their trust. And how I felt at that moment in time. I miss the way we use to talk all time, and act like it was a secret... Even though everyone knew. I miss how you were happy to listen to my random shit and happily reply back. I miss you being my person I ran too for every little thing and you sorting me out. I miss you. Not knowing what I want anymore and having all this responbility scares me, even moreso now you're not here. I'm sorry and I miss the old times. I think we both do. x