KatherineVsKatherine;..

So, I'm a rather big gossip, and lately everyone has got loved up and it's really nice to hear about. But thinking it through I don't really want a relationship right now, it's more the routine I miss. The waking up to the 'good morning' or 'Have a great day at work, I'll see you later.' texts and then either getting a visit or phone call on my lunch. And once finally finishing work getting picked up and then either go out for a meal, on a drive or just a walk. Being able to hang out with my family and my friends and not feeling that I have to be two different people when the both of them are around. Being able to gossip with my friends and having "In a relationship with.." on Facebook. Having someone to call and talk the rubbish that I talk and them doing the same. Then getting the 'good night' texts and repeating the whole routine once again. I would love the hugs, fun and even the arguments and even to answer the simple question of "What you up too tonight then?" with the simple answer "Just seeing the boyf." But the strange thing is, I feel in a way I'm too young for that, listening to my friends it sounds lovely but yet so controlling I don't think I will be able to deal with the big change from doing whatever and whenever with whoever is free. I'm far too disorganised and wouldn't be able to balance everything perfectly but yet, after all it's not a relationship I want, it's just the involvements. The excitement of something new happening and not the love. x