KJRIsAMassivePAR;..

I hate the way that I can never win. I hate the way that everything started to go right, a few days a go, and then it's back to square one. I hate the way that I make things even more complicated for myself and over think situations. I hate the way that I can't deny I'm wrong and especially when I know I'm not, but I know I have to, and even though it's the right thing to do, I still don't want to. I hate the way that even when I talk to one person I get their opinion, when at the end of the day all I want is someone to listen, give me a hug and use the cliché: 'It's going to work out fine Katherine' and even if I know it's not true, I still want that to happen. I hate the way I'm too emotional but yet, still such a closed person. I hate the way I moan too much. I hate the way I want to be anyone else, everybody else, but myself as I just hate myself. x