FinalPieceOfThePuzzle;..

So give me a blank piece of paper and get me to write down how I feel right now, it would either be even more blank than it will start or just a load a scribble. I don't even understand why I'm like this, I mean I live a very average lifestyle: got a job, a family and amazing friends and nothing terrible has happened for a while, touch wood. So basically I'm off on holiday in a week and a bit and 18 at the end of the month, finally. Maybe that's the missing piece and everything will just then fall where it's meant to? Well I hope so :) x