ANewCareerAsAMime?;..

Oh, I wish I could decribe how I was feeling, it's such a big mix. I'm feeling tired, fed up and disapointed, but at the same time happy, content and having a laugh. I just don't know. I seem to be disappointing everyone and everything, I just feel that I ALWAYS just take things to far, some people seem to share my sense of humour but those who don't seem to be getting hurt by jokes and such. Maybe I'll become a mime? Shouldn't everyone be happy then? =\ x