AMapOfLife,Please?;..

So where to start? After a very busy week of travelling and working, I'm shattered but just plain confused. I just keep asking myself the same questions again and again and always just getting to the same place. What do I want out of life? Where will I be in 10 years time? And just like most normal girls I have my insecurities and hate the way I look, my body and just my personality. You give a mile worth of paper and could name so many of my faults with myself. So I've decided to be FAR less sarcastic and just to be a nicer person. Also to maybe just cheer up and start appreciating the simple things. Lastly to stop say 'NO' to opportunities and maybe I'll just see where it takes me and take a left turn from there. x